The weird hobby of being a lost soul … an amazing journey on beautiful pathless paths
August 27, 2024
PHILOSOPHY OF NOTHING: Had everything, but I actually had nothing …had nothing, but I actually had everything
August 27, 2024
I had no idea about the fact that life is a lot related with the energies beyond ourselves.
The ones generated by our ideas, thoughts, feelings ... and in fact all is in our heart ... or mind.
I was not aware of the influences came from this side ... not even thinking for a second that soon ... all these energies will be metamorphosed into ... dominance.
And i continued my life like that for years.
... having no idea what the nonsense is.
Believing ... it's real ...
... and also that its appearance on the scene of life... it's normal.
... us not being able to do anything against that.
There were moments when i could actually see some of the ideas of why some things beyond reality influence so much the present moment .... but i was indeed ... blind.
I was suffering of ... spiritual blindness.
Time passed again ... and my life ... becoming kind of a nightmare ... i realised i need to change something.
But what?!
I had ... absolutely no idea.
Well ... until ... thinking deeper and deeper ... and accepting the influences came from my thoughts and emotions .... but also that people around myself were having their own thoughts and emotions ... sometimes in total contradiction with my own ....
All i had to do ... was to learn how i manage those energies ... so i finally accept that life is about the art of managing energies.
... understanding them.
... connecting and disconnecting from them ... but ...
There was always ... a but.
I was balancing between accepting and not accepting that ... even if i had to do it.
In fact ... it was ... a must.
I really had to learn this art of managing energies.
... my own energies.
... but also the ones generated by the ones from the scene of my life.
And i had only 2 options.
To continue allowing the nonsense to dominate my life ... or start to act like a magician ... that knows to metamorphose everything ... in whatever i would want.
... but with good intentions!
Well ... time passed again ... and my weird emotional dance ... kept dominating my being.
I was believing and ... not believing.
... allowing into this way ... as the nonsense to continue its role.
On ... and on ... and on.